Sad
Again
I ran from Matthew
Gettn ready to run from Irma
Felt sympathy for the people hit by Harvey
Felt bad cuz I wuz glad it didn’t come for us
Now I’m Waitn
Finna leave my little bit of the world
And hope there’s something to come back to so I can become the hamster again on someone else’s wheel
Feels almost like bein Black in America
Controlling nothing
Hopn to not lose to much
Waiting,
And hoping,
That forces beyond my control toss and batter my life, but don’t completely wreck it
Just so I can come back and work twice as hard to catch up
Here I am
Simply wishing
that I actually was in charge of something